Rage makes people do stupid things they wouldn't normally do. It's happened to me before several times, though thankfully not very much in ways that affected anyone else. And honestly, I don't know the full story, but it sounds to me that until you 'cracked' you were doing the right thing.
If it makes you feel any better, obviously people can be unbanned, and in most forums, admins can restore deleted threads. It's happened a couple of times on Buildism when they've been accidentally deleted. So you might not have completely destroyed everything.
If it makes you feel any better, obviously people can be unbanned, and in most forums, admins can restore deleted threads. It's happened a couple of times on Buildism when they've been accidentally deleted. So you might not have completely destroyed everything.