What's giving you a purpose?

[simonheros]

As of this point, I don't understand the world.

I don't even see how it makes sense, with all this talk of debt and war.

Everyday.

Many of us don't have a reason to live anymore, I wouldn't blame people to just give up.

I mean... I want a career, not some job to make a buck. I want a career that I enjoy, and will be willing to do it forever. But I don't find anything that suits me.

Also, getting a girlfriend... I honestly just find, finding my dream girl is hard. I mean, they're either lesbian,hidden, or far away. Maybe my expectations are high, but I have some chick friends online- just being in a relationship in real life with them would be a dream come true. (Maybe then my knowledge of anime will be put in use)

I want to say in a single word.... Live.
My generation is disgusting, and I fear I have been exposed to it.
Most of them are rather ignorant, and in a sense- spoiled.

They complain about next to nothing, I don't understand it as I never had such luxuries as game consoles or cellphones or anything...

I also just can't grasp there being a hope of world peace. I realize it's impossible. So knowing that bloodshed over greed and differences will never end...

I feel myself alive online, rather than in reality. These people are just so... boring. (I wish to meet more people like Fish D

There is no point of living, we just live to survive and (for humans) to learn.

As a kid I wished I had superpowers to fight bad guys and save the world, growing up now on the internet I just can't help but laugh at myself. I have seen plenty of gore, I don't really even care anymore. We live in a sick world. There is just so much... wrong that out weights the "right".

Am I depressed?

Is something wrong with me? I want to hear everyone's word on what I have to say. (Will post on multiple forums)

Jacob_, what have you always dreamed of being?