I need help.

[mat251465]

Why not just go rescue her? She must be feeling the same way, I mean who wouldn't?! Be the hero..in your own story, live a little, and don't give up on hope! We all need a little faith, trust, and ofcourse pixie dust!

[Qwertygiy]

200 miles is a long way, especially when you're not even old enough to drive a car and because your dad hates Social Security numbers you're not going to any time soon (and to be honest I don't really care; Ashely should know well enough why).

And even though I changed the name of IWouldIfICouldButICant, I just can't change my personality. I'm no hero. I'm just another shy, oft-depressed, socially-awkward adolescent geek who lacks initiative.

[mat251465]

Your a hero to me qwerty

[Qwertygiy]

Might as well leave it at this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4irLbcFfpYU

Replace i's with y in the first line of the description...

[mat251465]

When do you get a car? Maybe you could go to the library programs where she lives?

[Qwertygiy]

As I said... not only am I skittish about getting in a car wreck (the way I drive Gran Turismo and even NASCAR '08 works for those games but there's no damage in GT4, and there's an instant rewind button and autobrakes in the other) but my dad hates Social Security numbers and you really need one of those to get a license.

Who knows, maybe in 4 or 5 years... but that's a third of my life and most of it that I can remember. Plenty of time to go insane. Or rather, more insane.

inb4theusernamedWhosaysnoIdontknow

[mat251465]

You are not insane, if anyone's insane it's me...

[Qwertygiy]

I can't let that go by without this...

The Universe jumped, froze, quivered, and splayed out in several unexpected directions.

Arthur and Ford opened their eyes and looked about in considerable surprise.
"Good God", said Arthur, "it looks just like the sea front at Southend."
"Heck, I'm relieved to hear you say that," said Ford.
"Why?"
"Because I thought I must be going mad."
"Perhaps you are. Perhaps you only thought I said it."
Ford thought about this.
"Well, did you say it, or didn't you?" he asked.
"I think so," said Arthur.
"Well, perhaps we're both going mad."
"Yes," said Arthur, "we'd be mad, all things considered, to think this was Southend."
"Well, do you think this is Southend?"
"Oh yes."
"So do I."
"Therefore we must be mad."
"Nice day for it."
"Yes," said a passing maniac.
"Who was that?" asked Arthur.
"Who -- the man with the five heads and the elderberry bush full of kippers?"
"Yes."
"I don't know, just someone."
"Ah."

[mat251465]

Well I guess we are BOTH as mad as a hatter!

[Qwertygiy]

Better to be insane than to be depressed, I suppose. Insert Marvin the Paranoid Android reference here.